Mom's house didn't close on Friday. Her bank was slow to get figures together for my brother to take to closing---a home equity loan pay-off, etc. Should work out for Tuesday or Wednesday of this week. Maybe.
I got my knickers all in a twist on Saturday, trying to get my head around things. Disappointed because I want to move on in my head. Realized that everything is set in place and truly, there's nothing I can do to help or alter any of it. Funny when you think on things, seeing that it's all in motion and all you can do is sit back and watch. Takes heaps of pressure off when that sinks in, let me tell you. In all honesty, a snapshot of the Christian walk. Pray and let go. Sit back and allow the Lord to work. Sometimes I'm a hard learner.
So this week, I sit and watch. I'm not needed at closing and things are in hand. Not mine.
Taking some magic pills. Natural Balance's Happy Camper. Can't account why this stuff makes me feel so much better. I take all sorts of supplements, altered depending on the situations, but right now at this particular place in my life, these pills take away the darkness and apathy that accompanies it. Maybe it'll work for any of you who daily struggle with a dark cloud that sits overhead. So thankful. May it work tomorrow too.
Praying for rain. Tropical storm/hurricane Nate gave us sprinkles and some breeze. Needing rain very much.
Stuff happening in other areas of life. Hurting children and struggles as they grow into adults. Not unlike birth pangs teaching the older ones to march ahead, but having to hang onto them as they pull away. Not yet. Not yet. I tell them, once you admit to adulthood, you can't go back to being a child. Don't be in such a hurry. Be a child.
Listening to Citizen Way's song called 'I Will.' Repeat and repeat once again.